Bluestocking / Femme Fatale
Mother / LoverPsychological split. You are forced to make a binary choice between embracing your sexuality or completely rejecting it. One part of you craves liberation, the realization of your fantasies. The other part feels ashamed, denies it, and wants to maintain the role of a faithful, "proper" girl. A serious internal conflict arises, causing anxiety, neurosis, and a loss of personal integrity. Relationship problems arise. With age, this worsens and turns you into a bundle of hatred and anger (both polarities).